"God gives us dreams a size too big so that we can grow into them."

Monday, October 4, 2010

Out of Words

It finally happened.
I feel like I am all talked out.

I feel like I should be lamenting the fact that S's court date is coming so quickly, but, could it be? I am I finally at peace?

Have I a given up?

Have I finally realized that GOD is truly in control?

To be honest, I don't know what it is.

My hope is that I am learning what trusting HIM really means.


Carol said...

I am feeling you.

When all things boil down what is the truth is that God IS in control.

StarfishMom said...

It comes down to this...
God is FAITHFUL!!!
If she stays of goes...
It is out of our control and in HIS hands and He has brought you this far and what HE does WILL NOT return VOID. XXOOXO Hugs, my friend. I know it's not an easy 'walk'. He is carrying you and I'm walking right behind you :)

Rebekah said...

I know those moments, so well. Sometimes there's just nothing left to say or think. Definitely easier for God to move in those situations!

Thinking of you, girl.

Erica Hami said...

You are in the thick of it dear friend. Take heart, one day you will have reached the end of this and you'll be able to look back and see with clarity how God worked and moved... but for now you are in the middle of it all and its SO.HARD to be in the middle. I hate the middle... you gotta live it all out slowly day by day, minute by minute and its so nerve wracking. I'm in the middle of something and I could learn a lesson or two from you. It is so awesome that you are able to feel peace and learn to trust while still in the middle of the mess. Guess its my turn. Looking forward to the day when you get to look back on all this and see the big picture! Who am I kidding? I'm looking forward to the day when I get to look back!

So, did you try out geocaching? ;0)

gram said...

My thoughts and prayers are with all of you. It is in God's hands.
We all love her and it makes me so sad. :)