"God gives us dreams a size too big so that we can grow into them."

Monday, August 16, 2010

Seriously, how did this happen?

I was looking to see if I could find a post from back in August of last year.

I just don't know how all of this has happened but after looking thru all those posts I see that I am in the SAME PLACE I was a year ago.

Reading it, seeing it was almost a year ago to the day made me want to cry and laugh form pure insanity.

I have been trying to deal with S leaving from the minute she arrived and it still hasn't happened. She is still here, regardless of whatever plans the court does or does not have.

You can click here to read what I was thinking about last year.

It will be amazing to look back at this post next year and know how this all plays out.


Shantra said...

My first thought was to say Love her while you have her. But , beinginf a foster mom myself, I hate it when people tell me that. ( You already know that)
So from one fosterr mom to another. It is ok to be mad!!!! It is ok to be sad!!!! It is ok to feel like your heart is being torn from your chest!!!! Although you didn't give birth to S you are the only true parent this little one knows..... I am Praying for you!!! If it is any comfort, remember Jesus loves her more then anyone ever could!!!!