Obviously our family has been thru a lot this past year. I often spend my time on here blogging about how hard it is, how it effects all of us and what is going on.
Today was a very hard day. You can read about it here.
I have to believe that God, in whom I am trusting for the very salvation of my soul, is totally in control over what will happen tomorrow, what S will say and what will be decided.
I have to believe that this happened for a reason.
I am sorry that this has all turned into such a drag to read. It is a drag to write about it, more or less live it.
Hopefully in the coming days we will see God move in a huge way. I plan to see HIM move. I know HE has great plans for us and in the future they will hold a lot of joy. We have so enjoyed the good parts of taking care of our kids, they do over shadow all this horribleness. I can't wait to see God bring the JOY back.