I feel like I am in a very weird place right now. Mentally, emotionally - my daily life is going great and swirling all around me with out stopping. Well, I use the word great loosely right now. EVERYTHING is great accept the way S's case is headed, but at the same time I don't worry too much about it most days so on a daily basis everything is going good. With having kids in our house going through all this stuff you have to take one day at a time, and most days are great so we will just go with that.
There is so much I would like to post about here, to just pour out my heart, but I don't understand what is going on yet and I have to see where things are headed before I let out every detail of my life on the internet.
I have been getting pretty hammered by a couple messages I have been hearing, if you would like to see them you can watch them here.
I know God is trying to get ahold of my heart in some huge ways - ways that are much different than any other way HE ever has before. I am so beyond excited to see what HE is doing...waiting isn't my strong suit.